monsters

Im not insane

2011-08-27T23:14:00.001-07:00

I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip
I'm not insane
This is nothing new I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane
I'm losing the fight
Come back again, it's almost easy
Mother said it all
You learned your lesson
But still you fall

The little things in life

2011-08-24T15:48:00.001-07:00

comfort food . and war movies

Valse No. 6 in D flat major

2011-08-20T22:46:00.001-07:00

Classical music is so calming. It let's your mind flow.

starless eyes

2011-08-20T00:30:00.000-07:00

i try to supress the demon inside of me hes been there since that night he stepped out of my closet he haunts me i feel the fire try to push past my exterrior he wants out to pull me hodown and hes getting harder and harder to fight the homocidal thoughts dont leave i feel the need to act on them but i know right from wrong the more i fight them the more depressed i become theres no where safe i cant escape him my insides feel raw from the scratching and clawing he needs out but i cant expell him as easily as he can in.

god save me.